I am back in Miri after my 1 week long escape from reality. I've said the same thing many times on my blogspot,
I AM DEPRESSED.Anyway, the same guy i talked about in my previous post said to me while i was back in KK
"I'm sorry I didn't get to spend time with you"HAHAHA. Kinda cracks me up really.
You know, having developed feelings for someone is like a flower that grows out of
soil. It all starts with a
little seed, and with much care and nurturing, it
grows. AND SO, i have been trying to diminish my feelings for him, meaning to say, i just let the flower
wilt. and
die. Thing is, it's pretty hard, cause this flower is
pretty strong i'm telling ya. hahaha :) Very
healthy, very
"subur", as said in malay. But i guess after time passes by, it
dies eventually. Yeah, it's pretty much dead.
But i have to say that there is still that little seed underneath the soil.
Which is why i still sort of light up when i see him. :) But nah, the flower's pretty much dead. HAHA.
Just had the need to let that out.
I'm going to bed now.
Goodnight, to whoever reads this.
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